Tuesday, January 5, 2010
At a loss
I don't know what to do. This is the first time that I've experienced true failure on a diet. I followed Atkins to a t...and I lost some weight and am now gaining. This is the second time. I am trying to decide...stick to atkins, or try something else...I can't believe it...I hate this feeling of failure and hopelessness. Anyone out there? Any advice??
Monday, January 4, 2010
Back to school
It's back to life as usual. The kids are back to school today. I am very frustrated. I weighed myself today and I am up 2 pounds. I went off the plan one evening this week, just one evening, then back to perfect the last 2 days. I took my blood sugar this morning and it was high after no sugar all day yesterday!! When I was younger, all I had to do was give up soda and I'd lose weight...what is going on!!! The drama today is going to be staying on track even though my numbers are up. This has always been the struggle for me. I feel like, whats the point. I am sacrificing so much, for what!?!! If it is working, then great, it's all worth it. But if it isn't, then I just feel like an idiot!! I am going to try to stay positive today, and on track...God help me!!!
Friday, January 1, 2010
1/1/10 A new beginning
I am so exited for this new year! In this new year I have so many goals.
1. I want to return back to the ways of my youth. It was so easy for me to believe the best in people. To not be easily offended. To go the extra mile for people, and expect nothing in return. As I've gotten older, and have more responsibilities, pressures, and have more life experience, I've become wiser, but more hardened. I've been hurt, as we all can get, but I don't want that to affect who I am at the core, any more.
2. I want to enjoy every second with my family. I don't want the little stupidities of life to steal my todays. My husband and 4 kids are the answer to my prayers from my earliest memory. They are a gift from God and should be cherished. I adore you Anthony, Evan, Rachel, Brian and Isabella.
3. I won't let anyone get me "crazy" anymore. We all have those people in our lives that we love, but love to push our buttons. I have control of myself...not them.
4. And of course the weight. I just exercised for the first time in months...and I want to do it every day!
That's it for now. Happy new year to anyone reading this! Peace and blessings to you for 2010!!
1. I want to return back to the ways of my youth. It was so easy for me to believe the best in people. To not be easily offended. To go the extra mile for people, and expect nothing in return. As I've gotten older, and have more responsibilities, pressures, and have more life experience, I've become wiser, but more hardened. I've been hurt, as we all can get, but I don't want that to affect who I am at the core, any more.
2. I want to enjoy every second with my family. I don't want the little stupidities of life to steal my todays. My husband and 4 kids are the answer to my prayers from my earliest memory. They are a gift from God and should be cherished. I adore you Anthony, Evan, Rachel, Brian and Isabella.
3. I won't let anyone get me "crazy" anymore. We all have those people in our lives that we love, but love to push our buttons. I have control of myself...not them.
4. And of course the weight. I just exercised for the first time in months...and I want to do it every day!
That's it for now. Happy new year to anyone reading this! Peace and blessings to you for 2010!!
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